Well, I have a few things to say... Here is a brief summary of this journal for those of you who are either too lazy to read the whole thing, or are just too busy:
1. I can draw again!!!
2. I finally have Deviant Art Premium Membership!!!!
3. I'm doing better.
4. I intend to work on a new story.
5. A brief summary of my new story.
6. I'm purposely avoiding the topic of my home.

Here is the full length version for people who care enough to bother reading the whole thing or the people that are just too bored to leave this page:

1. I've drawn a "few" things and I've digitally colored two of them. I'm sooo happy about that!!! It took a LOT of effort and I had to keep going back to the comments of my last journal entry to motivate myself. I tried to keep thinking of all the people here on DA that want me to improve, feel better, and have supported me from the very beginning. I kept trying and I think I did pretty well.

2. YAY!!!!! I FINALLY CONVINCED MY DAD TO PAY FOR MY PREMIUM MEMBERSHIP!!!!!!!!

3. After all the things that happened last month, I think I'm finally feeling better. It hurts sometimes and I still haven't gone to my grandfather's house since the funeral, but I'm better.

4. OH!! I'm working on a story. I drew my main character, Luana Carlisle. And, after seeing it, said that I must write the story as soon as possible. I am going to work on character profiles for the next month or two and I'll probably draw out a few of the characters, but don't expect much out of me.

5. The story is about Luana Carlisle. She lives in a city built specifically for inmates. Her father was an inmate there and she was born in the city, so she's stuck there. And the story is going to basically be about her living in this prison city and falling for the Chief of Police's son. And, naturally, the Chief doesn't like the idea.

6. And, yes, I'm purposely avoiding the topic of home and how things are there.

Well, that's all. Thanks for reading and please go look at my gallery!!!!!!!!! [link]

Friends:




Best Friends:
<--amazing artist. she even has her own fan club! she is like a sister to me! she is also the first person that talked to me on DA!
<--she is a very very very good artist. She is also a very good friend to me. If anybody messes with her, I will personally point and laugh at you while she kicks your butt.
<--He's favorited almost everything I've posted since he first discovered me here on DA!!! He's helped me a lot. He gave me advice on how to beat Xemnas on the Kingdom Hearts II Game and he even helped me vent out my anger when I was having issues with my mom. He also has a weird way of making me laugh even when I'm in my mad-at-the-world-and-hope-everyone-dies mood. lol
<--She's favorited on a lot of my works too!!!! She supports my art and almost always comments!!!
<--one of my many best friends for life! YAY!
<--other best friend for life!!! i'm so happy!
<--she is really nice to me. i can't believe she is my friend. but she is. and now she always will be.
<-- she is a great person. and an even greater friend. She was also the first person to watch me.
<--my fellow sasukeism worshiper. we both love sasuke. we both worship him. and we both vow to serve and protect him at all costs.
<--another of my best friends. She can always make me laugh when I need it. She's cool and lots of fun to talk to.
<--She's awesome. We both like yu yu hakusho and we both like Kurama. We also think a lot alike in our ideas for drawings. She's a great friend.
<--she makes me laugh. she is a great person. and she considers others. i am happy to call her friend!
<--we have very interesting conversations. and smiley fights!...lol
<-- she is really nice to me. and we are alot alike. she is one of my very best friends!
<--we are FRIENDS FOR LIFE AND FRIENDS FOR REAL! BELIEVE IT!
<--she is fun. we don't talk to each other alot but she is still one of my best friends.
<--she is awesome. she even made a picture for me.(and Anj) i love her. she is also like a big sis to me.


these are my best friends. and i cherish them dearly. SO, NO BAD MOUTHING, FLAMING, OR DISSING MY AWESOME FRIENDS! IF YOU DO, YOU WILL PAY GREATLY FOR IT!!!
(if i forgot anyone, i am terribly sorry. it was a long list to go through and i can't remember the screennames of some of my friends. so i am really sorry. if i did forget you, just let me know and i will fix it. and i will neverendingly apoligize for doing so.)

message to all my best friends(listed or not): No matter what i type, write, and/or draw, it will never express just how much i care about you. i know that sounds kinda mushy and corny but it's true. and i give you all a special thanks for being there when i need you.

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